Thursday, June 23, 2005

big mouthed man like fucker

And I’ve been awake for ages when I occasionally fall into a short sleep I have the weirdest dreams ever. At the moment, I have septic tonsillitis… I don’t quite know the difference but there is apparently, I have headaches, sore bones, fevers, sore throat, and swollen glands. It hurts so much, I’m sure I’ve had tonsillitis before, and its never hurt this much, I can’t sleep because of headaches, I can walk because of headaches, the headaches are the worst. I can’t swallow, every time I swallow it pains me so much, I feel hot all over, my eyes sting and I’m hallucinating. When I was at Kats the other day I was telling her that “I’m so sorry for being a shoe and that the bags will save us, but there’s shoes everywhere”. It’s silly because looking back now, I can still see what I imagined, falling shoes and bags and I was in one of those shoes. That was just one of the delusions I had. It’s been a long time since I have done any posts; I suppose the whole angsty lets write about my life to anyone who is listening thing is wearing off... I’ll still do it though; I do it mostly in books now, except no one can see them really, especially all the random Internet surfer people.
My throat hurts. I’m going


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